what is this happiness you've bestowed on me?

welcome wanderer
you stumbled into my life
with long talks and laughter
turning minutes into hours
and causing me to turn back to these pages
for some form of release

I would never have seen it coming
if you hadn't made the first move
and it still catches me off guard
when your arm finds its way around my waist
or you pull me in for a kiss

who are you?
the walls are whispering white noise
that I've learned to ignore
(for the first time in months)
with questions you have yet to ask
and answers I have yet to give
wondering if I deserve this
in any way, shape or form

this crash course in happiness
sends shivers down my spine
at the thought of what might happen today
while you keep up with my insanity
and keep me guessing and giddy
hoping this isn't a repeat of before and before

who do you think you are?
getting my hopes up like this.