need not want

I need to stop spending my saturday nights creating awkward situations.
I need to get the fuck over it and act like I don't give a shit.
I need to quit smoking.
I need to get his picture off my desk.
I need to be happier about my ability to get with most of (if not all) of my conquests.
I need to stop drinking.
I need to be happier about the friends I've made.
I need to gain self confidence, I've done enough loosing control.
I need to laugh harder.
I need to swim.
I need to dance.
I need to cry.
I need to remember that time when...
I need to clean my side of the room.
I need to tell people what's up.
I need to slap him.
I need to fuck him.
I need to kiss him.
I need to get the fuck over him.
I need to save myself...
but most importantly...
I need to fucking sleep.




too bad none of these things are going to happen anytime soon.