your lies tell it all
and I'm tired of your
everything
I never expected anybody
to pick up the pieces
after the mess you made

today I realized
exactly where you left me
so broken
I tend to drop my emotions off
on any bedside table that will take them

and I'm trying to hold myself back
from falling again
because it's always perfect
until you don't know what's coming next
and you expect everything
and nothing
taking for granted the times you
always tell yourself to remember

the night is wearing on
the city has faded to black
I'm surprisingly unsurprised
at the way I don't wait for you anymore
I'll wait for everyone who will never matter
but not you